So, the world was supposed end, yet we’re all still here. I guess that would be a good thing, being as I still have a lot of work to do on my life. Right now, it looks pretty pathetic, I know. Kids with disabilities. A disabled husband. No income, moving once, twice and three times.
Oh- you missed that, I forgot. Yes, our move that we have been packing for has been postponed now three times. Right now, the new house isn’t ready, the old house still sucks and half our stuff is here and there. That is just the tip of the iceberg, really. Lots and lots of work to do, I say……and I still have to do it since the silly Mayan folks can’t get their crap straight.
On the other hand, I do have small children. The kids are beautiful and despite the fact that they do have their problems, they will be just fine in the end. They are brilliant kids, they’re creative and social and sweet and loving. They are not in the hospital with cancer undergoing Chemotherapy and just hoping it works. They are not suffering from a fatal illness and waiting to pass away while their family watches. They are running around causing trouble and doing what kids do. As parents, that drives us crazy. In reality, we should be thankful it is as it is. It could be so much worse.
We also have an extended family. I can’t say they’re the greatest family. Like all other families, we have our issues, but we have family. A large, faithful and loving family. With our current income issues, they have sacrificed so much to keep us afloat. They have given up so much of themselves and dipped into their savings and retirement with no reservations. Many have no family- or family without the means to do what ours has done for us. In fact- I once was that person that wandered with nothing and slept where I could until I married into the family I have now.
With eyes wide open and the pending doom that we barely missed (according to a select group of people), I cannot complain. I have an incredible amount to be thankful for.
I am not the one who makes New Year’s resolutions to break each year or who gets overly emotional at the holiday time. But I can look at my situation and know that “this, too, shall pass”. I can look and know that I have so much more than so many and for that- I cannot thank G-d enough! For that reason, I will pray with all my heart that, not only will I remember to thank the Lord each day, but that i will never forget to pray for those who have far bigger needs than I do.